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Sunday, April 16, 2006

Sun, 16 Apr 2006 14:50:52 GMT

Latest

Latest show i watched: Reincarnation.

I wont say this show is very scary...but the doll in the show freaked me out. with its big retarded ugly looking eyes....and kept repeating "bersatu semula" ( in jap)...arrrr.......

Latest club I went : Thai Club

Max's bday! We got the bday boy drunk 1st.... i wasn't drunk...it was half fun half boring.....haha and I did something I wanted to try out since the last time I went there d...yes!! nice hor trixie? but it was soooooooo packed...crazy wan...my frens were saying its easier to shuffle at their big stair case then inside the club....

Latest cigg I tried: Semporna (cant remember d spelling)

Really dislike it...too sweett....eeee

Latest 2 time I cursed: In my car n some one's car

My car- I was driving my mum, sis n grandparents to a mall in seremban.....so I tried to get a nearer parking to the entrance so my grandm n pa dun have to walk so much.....so got this car coming out....I put signal la like usual......n *&^%$$%& this stupid bast**d TOOK my parking..i honked at him till my honk nearly burst n glared at him. *curse *curse *curse
My fren who fetched me home.....he kept speedin and "tiong " other cars...and got one moment he was just inches fr a car....nearly got heart attack.....

Latest outing wit the Snr'taz: steamboat !

We went to makan-makan at kepong....steamboat n roasted chicken wings....*drooling.... and we did silly yet fun stuff at the restaurant......but i think we laugh more then we eat......

Latest outing wit SC: steamboat again

Another round of pigging..... superb the food....whooa..........nvr had such sumptious lunch for a longtime.....

Latest guy I dated: * pending

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After all the fun and other excitiment.....i have to prepare for exams... barely 2 weeks to finals...sighhhhhh.......

wheee....I cant wait for all the coming trips and plans after exams.....

. take care peo!

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

Tue, 11 Apr 2006 14:52:57 GMT

My first time

Monday,10/4/2006, 4 p.m was the first time........

I watched a movie alone.

I was supposed to watch WATER SPIRIT with my 3 "sisters" ( a.k.a nick,ed,jas) but then there 's only one time for the show which is midnight....then they op for another show which I din realli wanna see...so I ended up catching GUBRA alone bcuz I know they wont like it....

At least I kinda like this show... its a bit draggy but funny and touching...and some of the malaysian actresses can REALLY act....

This sounds really lame but I kinda feel more independent after this small experience.

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Can't wait for this sat.

love.

Sunday, April 09, 2006

Sun, 09 Apr 2006 06:59:04 GMT

New profile pic

Finally i changed my profile picture this pic was taken during my college halloween night party last year...I was supposed to look scary...........................................wat do u think?

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Anyway...last week was quite bz...had 2 test and a presentation which went okayy onli...

Only got 50% for my B.Statc paper....crappy right?
My Moral paper....lolz i din study...so I was quite to see those questions.
Malaysian studies presentation..did quite a lot of preparation..but actual presentation I spoke less than 100 words only...

5 things I remembered happen throughout the week:

1. My accounting lecturer was so pissed with us that she actually let us out early by 30 mins.It was partly our fault bcuz we were a lil late for class but I figured out that her mood was sucky that day la...

2. I still haven quite some bad habits *curse *curse *curse.

3. The junior models are darn good wei...they can learn so fast...

4. I can play foosball better than pool.

5. I heard a news that my fren's gf pass away...its actually his good fren...omg.such a terrible mistake.

5 things I have to do this week:

1. I wanna watch GUBRA...since i liked Sepet..

2. Study for my finals..my chances of scholarship depends on this last 2 papers.

3. Spend less..im so darn broke.

4. Pray hard that i get this particular job..*crossing my fingers..

5. Celebrate my friends' bdays....some thing im quite looking forward to..

have a nice day......

Saturday, April 01, 2006

Sat, 01 Apr 2006 15:09:15 GMT

Greetings

Hi. Hi. Hi. Omg i think its been AGES since i actually blogged...

until my fren who s not in m'sia now even bugged me to blog. lolz.....

I 've been quite busy last month wit the prom preparation and will be bzier this month with my studies, presentation n stuff...

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Anyway KBU PROM NITE was ytdy...it was held in Concorde H...was so bz ytdy...and so nervous...but thnx to my dearest frenz who gave me full support even though they werent there

My performances....modelling was ok...was a lil " kayu" la...but at least i din pokai or anything....my dance...i did better den i tot i could do...at least my hand wasnt shaking...or i ll screw up d whole dance wei.....and i din break my bones when doin the matrix stunt..

I was quite happy with my make up and hair style ...

After prom, me, my classmates and the other models went to Thai Club to chill out...not bad la...but it was SO crowded...wont mind going there again hang out there till 3 am. reached home at 4 something.started my journey to hometown at 5 a.m. crazy huh?

I dunno y but people looked shocked when i told them yeah..i club n smoke once in a while la... maybe i do look innocent... wat do u think?

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I dunno what else to write....blogging is darn diff from writing your personal diary..i think im better at writing my own diary since i ve started during std 6...

Anyway...Im trying to recall some interesting/funny/dramatic/lame/unhappy stuff I did or happened during the whole of March la...

I bang a car.I kinda damage a P.Perdana's bumper and number plate..at least the fella only asked for compensation and wasnt that pissed off la.
My fren called me Pentium II ! Cuz i was too blur....lolz
One day i was rather emo cuz of some stuff...i broke down in college and my poor fren gotta comfort me. haha. ( like those u'll see in chinese series show...a gal cry n a guy hug her) *so malu...
This fella in a bar asked for me, sharm,and wen 's name....

Me: Im.....erm....Kelly?

Sharm: Im Sarah

Wen: Me? Michelle....

Should I use kelly as my english name fr now on? ?

This super weird fella in castle, bangsar sort of follow me around when i was there.....and he kept using this 3 corny lines

"U r so cute"

" I like ur dance"

"I like u a lot"

*&%&&%$$@##%%. urgh

My Malaysian studies class, there's around 170 students.my lecturer dun realli know me...and i never or maybe barely answer call during class...and ngam-ngam i was on d phone and holding my notes to cover me...he went like " is siok kwan ere? " I panicked and raised my hand...and almost forgot to hide d phone.lolz...

Short term memory. thats all i could remember.

love.have a nice time, great day.

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Tue, 28 Feb 2006 12:33:46 GMT

Pure Spice Power

I cant believe LOREAL has hair color product with this name..lolz anyway i bought it and just applied it....so now i have purplish reddish hair happy happy.

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My Malaysian Studies assigment is due same day as my prom.....arghhhh.......in between this month i have to sell prom tickets, practise modelling, lose weight, help out wit prom booklet...not forgetting to sit for my test too. Stress-nya....

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I actually baru realise that actually guys are VERY choosy when it comes to buying clothes...went One U wit a guy fren the other day...was supposed to help him choose his coat n long sleeve shirt....went to so mannnyyyy shops....he tried on sooo manyyy outfit and bought none yet...omg....i wanted to knock my head on the wall d.......lolz or maybe bcuz all d long sleeve i asked him to tried on is either light pink, dark purple or brown

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Friends are like stars ,...you don't alwayz see them but you know that they are alwiz around...

My Snr'taz is the best example .

Not forgetting my other weekly yumcha guy frens......

But there are also friends which you barely meet up due to busy schedule yet they are concern bout u....and still remember your fav food......

Sms -es i recieved lately.....

X: Eh, fatty...wanna go BK? ham cheese ham cheese

( I used to be BK biggest fan bcuz of their french chicken)

J: Ewwh u doing modelling a?

Me: No la doing modeeling for prom onli...

J: bla bla bla.......

Me: U know ar all the other models got such great figure.....except me *malu-nya

J: Then work with it...try and get the figure u ve wanted..this is the perfect time to be in shape.....bla bla blaa......BUT DONT WORRY..even if u dun get in shape, you look seductively good....so no worries!

hmm...................

have a nice day. muax

Sunday, February 26, 2006

Sun, 26 Feb 2006 05:53:07 GMT

Good bye

Everyone s leaving to oversea to study.. the party i attended last night was a suprise party for jun mun who is leaving to India soon...

He stays so near to me yet i barely see him...and now he s leaving...my ex classmate who sits behind me...he s darn funny darn lame and can realli talk nonsense.....gonna miss him a lot....

Back to the party thing, it was held at josh's apartment...pool side thingie...but i realli love d surrounding ...so beautiful....i alwiz love pool side view at night....peaceful and calm but it was fun to see most of my form 5 classmates again....although some of us hadnt meet for a year or more d.....yeah..but most of us are still very same.I guess each of our personality hadnt change much. But i had a hard time trying to convince them i didnt fag since CNY.

After the parrty, we headed to SS2 to yum cha..wanted to go MURNIs but it ws so packed...haih....we went there too early la....so we opt for COFFEE BEAN lo...had sunrise i/b since I took 3 coffees ytdy...lolz...den chat until like 11 plus den headed home d.....and sleep...was so exhausted since i had 3 hours of practise in the morning...but i belive practise makes perfect...

Ytdy s practise lesson isnt so tough compare to friday's one....we had to wear formal outfit....yup...most gals complimented my dress.. but the guys didnt like my heels..lolz. Friday's lesson was super tough...me n my partner have do an acting/posing/modelling wit a couch....so we did a little story thing....hehe

I hope all my close frens will come and support me during the real night....

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Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Tue, 21 Feb 2006 13:01:26 GMT

Suprise suprise

Most people were very suprised or shocked when they learned that im doing modelling for my upcoming prom.

YES i know im not 34-24-34 or has a height of 165+ cm...or has a face like Maya Karin....

Im doing it partly bcuz im a member of Student Council and also being convinced by the guy who is teaching us to model...but another part of me wants to take it as a challenge and to overcome my fear when i stand on the stage ( I used to get stage fright) not forgetting that i want to walk properly..

And the practises isnt very easy...u have to walk straight while looking straight, no hunching, no extreme smiling, and gotta watch your hands movement too...so hard okayyy....and also have to use high heels to walk...and you have to POSE...and have to dress up properly during practises...besides that i have to learn how to walk and pose with a guy...so in order to ensure the way i walk n pose coordinates with a guy, we all have to learn and dance wit them so we understand their movements. Most of the guys are prom king nominees or part time model and one of them was prom king last year....hehe so ya..basically they are all GOOD LOOKING

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Wednesday, February 15, 2006

Wed, 15 Feb 2006 14:46:33 GMT

Valentines Day

Who says u have to be in-a-relationship to go out on this very particular day?

This is the 3rd year in a row I celebrated Valentines without any particular guy...

14th feb 2004- One U

14th feb 2005 - One U

14th feb 2006-

Lolz at least I did not celebrate in One U anymore... Me and a few of the Snrtz and 3 other guys went for a western dinner at subang...jo got each of us chocolate which is nicely put in a small cute box.. after dinner, we headed to Asia Cafe for pool and foosball....but the fun ended early cuz most of them had classes or work the next day...as for me...i watched more dvds...then went to sleep...what a day...

I think i've been cursed not to celebrate with any one special on this day...

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Friday, February 10, 2006

Fri, 10 Feb 2006 15:41:57 GMT

One U One U One U

Went to One U for the third time this week...I really have to find new place and rot d...

Ytdy was freaking boring...finished class at 12 so me n my classmates went One U for lunch...fastfood...after lunch we just walk around BLINDLY...just to pass time...gosh....and everywhere ,every shop is promoting Valentines Day stuff....as if everyOne is in love..... maybe i should stay away fr shoppin centre on that day..I suggested an idea to my 2 quite-single friends ytdy about wat to do on the 13th...

me: We must have fun wei...cannot stay at home

X: Any good ideas?

me: We go to a pub on the 13th and then get reallyyyy drunk...and *ahem (one night stand)

X2: U CRAZYYYY ar????

X: wat one night stand?! 2 night stand la......aiseh...

*its a pretty lame conver but we were too bored.... like REALLI bored. ultimate boredom.

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Only 2 hours class today..not too bad...except the fact that I provide most of the answers for people sitting same row as me...lolzwell...at least I can actually do the work....

Then went over to my cousins place...chatted for a long time..some how its alwiz fun talking to my cousins although they are younger...

Then went out wit mr.bitter bcuz he sounded so hungry and bored in the sms. Yeah...so my third day in the week in One U...but today seems extra fun...maybe cuz i beat him 6-3 in foosball..and one round of pool... well at least before that he was patient enough to follow me to at least 6 accesories shop before i bought a simple n nice silver ring...lolz..we were actually hunting for bracelet to match my prom dress....lolz but end up getting a ring...but nvm i love the ring... Before we left...we had ice blended mocha at Coffee Bean..wanted to check it out since its just newly opened at the new wing..haih but he JUST had to EAT his chocolate cake in front of me ( its a big sin to eat something so gooodddd in front of a gal who is attending a prom in 6 weeks time )

...........i miss the SNR'TAZ....can't wait to hang out with u guys again....

Before i end today...i would like to declare@ confess a few things

1) I think i actually quit smoking.so proud of myself....the urge to hold a ciggie is not there anymore...or to light it up... ( sorry but im not gonna share how i actually tried fagging) hmm..lets just hope it will be a long term quitting.....

2) I dont think i ll be uploading pictures to my blog...so it will be a pictureless blog...

...........last one........

3) One year ago, a day b4 Valentines, I said things which some one didnt wish to hear...i know u do read my blog sometimes....so ya...I would like to say sorry for everything...it was a mistake i trully regretted....which results in both of us getting hurt or feeling betrayed..so sorry. I hope this year u ll enjoy that very special day with a girl more special than me....some one who will appreciate you more....I know i did not explain to you clearly why i made that decision...I dunno how to put it into words...u can hate me if u want....u can bitch bout me if u wan......i know i was a bitch to make that decision after what happened......i suck i know..i still cant forgive myself for that.....so sorry again........

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Monday, February 06, 2006

Mon, 06 Feb 2006 15:26:03 GMT

Superb Sunday

Sunday was superb......so much fun.....

Started the day early by meeting up wit the Snrtz at jo's place.....hang out for a while...then off we went to wen's place....i cooked lunch for a few of them i made MEE Goreng ...haha....had more gambling and mahjong....and lost more money ....haih...rotten luck ...around evening i went back home.....and then a few of them drop by my place...its so good to see james, ping, josh,jamie and rest again... didnt do much...just chit chat and played cards....msot of them left around dinner time....wanted to join them for western cuisine but ....my neighbour had an open house...so i have to attend....at least they have heineken, roasted lamb, bbq chicken n butter prawns.........

............slept around 12 am....after packing my bag...desperately searching for pens and notes from my drawer....

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Left my house exactly at 9am.. reached college at 9.09 am...which means im 9 mins late....lol....had 2 hours of cost accounting class...I dunno y....but my leacturer seems so hyper today....and &*^% sarcastic....not forgetting she speed through her lessons...and complained about us about being slow....oh ya..not forgetting again she gave us tons of hw.... and lastly reminded us we are going to have a TEST one a one day b4 Valentines. wat a day.....

Headed to One U for lunch....most of us couldnt decide where to eat os we went Wongkok...then the rest went and watch The Descent...wasnt in the mood for movie...so me and another classmate went looking for prom dress..we saw a few nice ones..it costs RM 389 !!!...argh......why cant it be Rm 189 ??!!sigh.........at least i bought something from Vincci......

At least i dun have any class tmrw and wed ....

Love from me.........