Good bye

Everyone s leaving to oversea to study.. the party i attended last night was a suprise party for jun mun who is leaving to India soon...

He stays so near to me yet i barely see him...and now he s leaving...my ex classmate who sits behind me...he s darn funny darn lame and can realli talk nonsense.....gonna miss him a lot....

Back to the party thing, it was held at josh's apartment...pool side thingie...but i realli love d surrounding ...so beautiful....i alwiz love pool side view at night....peaceful and calm  but it was fun to see most of my form 5 classmates again....although some of us hadnt meet for a year or more d.....yeah..but most of us are still very same.I guess each of our personality hadnt change much.  But i had a hard time trying to convince them i didnt fag since CNY. 

After the parrty, we headed to SS2 to yum cha..wanted to go MURNIs but it ws so packed...haih....we went there too early la....so we opt for COFFEE BEAN lo...had sunrise i/b since I took 3 coffees ytdy...lolz...den chat until like 11 plus den headed home d.....and sleep...was so exhausted since i had 3 hours of practise in the morning...but i belive practise makes perfect... 

Ytdy s practise lesson isnt so tough compare to friday's one....we had to wear formal outfit....yup...most gals complimented my dress.. but the guys didnt like my heels..lolz. Friday's lesson was super tough...me n my partner have do an acting/posing/modelling wit a couch....so we did a little story thing....hehe

I hope all my close frens will come and support me during the real night....

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Suprise suprise

Most people were very suprised or shocked  when they learned that im doing modelling for my upcoming prom.

YES  i know im not 34-24-34  or has a height of 165+ cm...or has a face like Maya Karin....

Im doing it partly bcuz im a member of Student Council and also being convinced by the guy who is teaching us to model...but another part of me wants to take it as a challenge and to overcome my fear when i stand on the stage ( I used to get stage fright) not forgetting that i want to walk properly..

And the practises isnt very easy...u have to walk straight while looking straight, no hunching, no extreme smiling, and gotta watch your hands movement too...so hard okayyy....and also have to use high heels to walk...and you have to POSE...and have to dress up properly during practises...besides that i have to learn how to walk and pose with a guy...so in order to ensure the way i walk n pose coordinates with a guy, we all have to learn and dance wit them so we understand their movements. Most of the guys are prom king nominees or part time model and one of them was prom king last year....hehe so ya..basically they are all GOOD LOOKING   

......................................................................have a nice day.......

Valentines Day

Who says u have to be in-a-relationship to go out on this very particular day?

This is the 3rd year in a row I celebrated Valentines without any particular guy...

14th feb 2004- One U

14th feb 2005 - One U

14th feb 2006-

  Lolz at least I did not celebrate in One U anymore... Me and a few of the Snrtz and 3 other guys went for a western dinner at subang...jo got each of us chocolate which is nicely put in a small cute box.. after dinner, we headed to Asia Cafe for pool and foosball....but the fun ended early cuz most of them had classes or work the next day...as for me...i watched more dvds...then went to sleep...what a day...

I think i've been cursed not to celebrate with any one special on this day...

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One U One U One U

Went to One U for the third time this week...I really have to find new place and rot d...

Ytdy was freaking boring...finished class at 12 so me n my classmates went One U for lunch...fastfood...after lunch we just walk around BLINDLY...just to pass time...gosh....and everywhere ,every shop is promoting Valentines Day stuff....as if everyOne is in love..... maybe i should stay away fr shoppin centre on that day..I suggested an idea to my 2 quite-single friends ytdy about wat to do on the 13th...

me: We must have fun wei...cannot stay at home

X: Any good ideas?

me: We go to a pub on the 13th and then get reallyyyy drunk...and *ahem (one night stand)

X2: U CRAZYYYY ar????

X: wat one night stand?! 2 night stand la......aiseh...

*its a pretty lame conver but we were too bored.... like REALLI bored. ultimate boredom.

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Only 2 hours class today..not too bad...except the fact that I provide most of the  answers for people sitting same row as me...lolzwell...at least I can actually do the work....

Then went over to my cousins place...chatted for a long time..some how its alwiz fun talking to my cousins although they are younger...

Then went out wit mr.bitter bcuz he sounded so hungry and bored in the sms. Yeah...so my third day in the week in One U...but today seems extra fun...maybe cuz i beat him 6-3 in foosball..and one round of pool... well at least before that he was patient enough to follow me to at least 6 accesories shop before i bought a simple n nice silver ring...lolz..we were actually hunting for bracelet to match my prom dress....lolz but end up getting a ring...but nvm i love the ring... Before we left...we had ice blended mocha at Coffee Bean..wanted to check it out since its just newly opened at the new wing..haih but he JUST had to EAT his chocolate cake in front of me ( its a big sin to eat something so gooodddd in front of a gal who is attending a prom in 6 weeks time )

...........i miss the SNR'TAZ....can't wait to hang out with u guys again....

Before i end today...i would like to declare@ confess a few things

1) I think i actually quit smoking.so proud of myself....the urge to hold a ciggie is not there anymore...or to light it up... ( sorry but im not gonna share how i actually tried fagging) hmm..lets just hope it will be a long term quitting.....

2) I dont think i ll be uploading pictures to my blog...so it will be a pictureless blog...

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3) One year ago, a day b4 Valentines, I said things which some one didnt wish to hear...i know u do read my blog sometimes....so ya...I would like to say sorry for everything...it was a mistake i trully regretted....which results in both of us getting hurt or feeling betrayed..so sorry. I hope this year u ll enjoy that very special day with a girl more special than me....some one who will appreciate you more....I know i did not explain to you clearly why i made that decision...I dunno how to put it into words...u can hate me if u want....u can bitch bout me if u wan......i know i was a bitch to make that decision after what happened......i suck i know..i still cant forgive myself for that.....so sorry again........

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Superb Sunday

Sunday was superb......so much fun.....

Started the day early by meeting up wit the Snrtz at jo's place.....hang out for a while...then off we went to wen's place....i cooked lunch for a few of them  i made MEE Goreng ...haha....had more gambling and mahjong....and lost more money ....haih...rotten luck ...around evening i went back home.....and then a few of them drop by my place...its so good to see james, ping, josh,jamie and rest again... didnt do much...just chit chat and  played cards....msot of them left around dinner time....wanted to join them for western cuisine but ....my neighbour had an open house...so i have to attend....at least they have heineken, roasted lamb, bbq chicken n butter prawns.........

............slept around 12 am....after packing my bag...desperately searching for  pens and notes from my drawer....

-------------monday blues--------

Left my house exactly at 9am.. reached college at 9.09 am...which means im 9 mins late....lol....had 2 hours of cost accounting class...I dunno y....but my leacturer seems so hyper today....and &*^% sarcastic....not forgetting she speed through her lessons...and complained about us about being slow....oh ya..not forgetting  again she gave us tons of hw.... and lastly reminded us we are going to have a TEST one a one day b4 Valentines.  wat a day.....

Headed to One U for lunch....most of us couldnt decide where to eat os we went Wongkok...then the rest went and watch The Descent...wasnt in the mood for movie...so me and another classmate went looking for  prom dress..we saw a few nice ones..it costs RM 389 !!!...argh......why cant it be Rm 189 ??!!sigh.........at least i bought something from Vincci......

At least i dun have any class tmrw and wed ....

Love from me.........